I thought we had a special bond.
Something that was hard to break.
But a deep connection will never form,
if the bond we have is fake.

I used to think you didn't care,
and didn't think of me at all.
But it wasn't me who used the phone,
it was you who made the call.

You talked to me for a while,
now you didn't seem so far.
You said that it was me you wanted,
maybe you just wanted my car.

I picked you up and took you out,
and to the country side we flew.
We looked together at the stars,
and I started to fall in love with you.

We got some food, I took you home.
Driving away I wanted to sing.
I felt like something special had happened.
Unfortunately, you felt nothing.

I know now it really couldn't work.
We were too different from the start.
But no matter what I think or say,
you've left a small hole in my heart.

I lean back to look at you,
but another girl sits in the way.
Could SHE be the one for me,
I dare not think, I dare not say.

She looks at me when I look up.
I'm looking at you, but you don't see.
I would go, and talk to her,
but that's not the advice you gave me.

And even as I look at her,
a different girl looks my way.
I would have though she was interested,
but the feeling for long won't stay.

Maybe I should just ran away,
and let my feelings hide.
I would no longer feel pain,
if I locked my emotions deep inside.

Why do I sit and torture myself?
And why can't I stop?
There's no one there to comfort me,
but it's not my friends I need to drop.

Friendship is a wonderful thing,
but it's not enough.
Love is what I'm searching for,
not silly guys, who do stupid stuff.

I need a girl to hold and touch,
to bring some love into my life.
I need a warm and caring hand,
not one that only holds a knife.

But only a girl as lonely as I,
could ever hold my hand.
That's why I'm doomed to my life,
it's alone that I must stand.